Nice messages

This message brought a big smile to my face:

"Congratulations! this is the best vid i ever seen!!! i'm 19 years old, and i'm from brazil i have 1,68 tall, and i'm virgin, have gilfriend and i'm in extasis when i see "bad influence"
tanks men! i impatient wait your next film!
Lucas Virzz"

To think some horny 19 yr old virgin in Brazil is beating his meat over a video I made just makes me feel great. Thanks also to Gary who sent a friendly email including this picture of his perfectly proportioned cock.

Sartre: Sex vs Existential Angst

Can sex give relief from existential angst? Sartre thinks so, albeit only briefly:

"After all, you have to kill time. They are young and well built, they have another thirty years in front of them. So they don't hurry, they take their time, and they are quite right. Once they've been to bed together, they will have to find something else to conceal the enormous absurdity of their existence."

Jean-Paul Sartre, Nausea (1938) p.161

Porn can also be distracting:

"I started looking through the books on display in the second-hand boxes, and especially the obscene ones, because, in spite of everything, that occupies your mind."

Jean-Paul Sartre, Nausea (1938) p.220

Is this why sex (including masturbation) lends itself to habitual, or "addictive", practices; Like a drug, offering escape from thought, consciousness, anxiety?

Is this why sex jargon refers to a man having sex as being like an "animal", or a "machine"? As if functioning without conscious thought?

What is a lifetime spent sucking cock at gloryholes, cruising, jerking-off over porn, hooking up, giving and taking loads at sex clubs and parties? Is it an attempt to live without thinking? And is there anything wrong with that?

Heavy! And on the subject, here's an old drawing I did when I was an angsty 19 year old - before reading Sartre. I rediscovered it just now, and it fits perfectly with this theme.

Bad Influence: Tommy, Cristian + Felix

Continuing the theme of posting all the unused promotional stills from Bad Influence, here are some images from Scene 2: Cristian Torrent and Felix fuck Tommy Haine.

I had forgotten how much I like these images. Tommy was 18 when we shot this scene, and he's physically so much smaller than Cristian and Felix, it's like two stallions fucking a young deer! I especially love the ones of him choking in the grip of Cristian's furry arm.

To see the stills we did use, follow this link to the Bad Influence page. And if you haven't seen it already, check out this video interview with Tommy Haines here.

Bad Influence: Eddie Black + Carl Jacobs

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New model interview

When a new guy comes in for an interview I always take some snapshots to record how he looks on the day. I don't usually post those pictures on here because they're basically the naked equivalent of a mugshot, and I think men look better having sex than they do standing stiffly and alone in an interview situation.

.... however, some interview pictures come out so well that it seems a shame to hide them. This is Ryan, and he's a case in point. It's impossible to take a bad picture of this long, lean, white-skinned, shaven-headed Brit (check out the English flag tat). Not just easy on the eye, Ryan was also totally unaffected, easygoing and irrepressibly horny. He was rock-hard before he even got his underwear down, and once we got onto the subject of what he's into sexually (including eating cum out of hairy asses after they've been fucked) it was obvious that he's one of us.

Watch this space for more of Ryan in future...

Fuck you Rev Peter Mullen

This is a story from last October, about Rev Peter Mullen, chaplain to the London Stock Exchange. He had written on his blog, "Let us make it obligatory for homosexuals to have their backsides tattooed with the slogan 'sodomy can seriously damage your health' and their chins with 'fellatio kills'".

Evidently he hasn't seen the more subtle, and better looking, biohazard tattoo. Here's an example from a recent shoot with Cristian Torrent, who wears his well.